Recently in feeling Category
The feeling of leaving is always complicated. That's why I did not post anything when I finally got my visa last week. I know that is a big deal, but it is not full of joy.
A time for leaving might never be joyful. I guess.
I left my working place yesterday. 6 months of working there leaves a lot of nice memories. Soulmates, good friends, some small parties, cute guys, the Lawson downstairs, cafe break, delicious delivery... Those are partly what I've been enjoying from there. I said goodbye to everyone and got some nice hugs from the ppl I truly like.
从明天开始我就要开始我的farewell parties。有些伤感，和几个朋友在电话里就聊了很久。有几个人要说给我个surprise， 弄得我心痒痒，感动又期待。
飞机是在凌晨。有两个女友一定要送机。光光知道她们有这个心我就有要哭的感觉。我让我父母那天要送她们回家，都是不认识路的孩子。呵呵，我怕她们被大灰狼骗走了。
最近刚刚熟悉的老板要走了, 有些舍不得尼，但是人往高处走吧, 也是值得开心的事. 也真心希望她能够在新的公司一切顺利。认识的时间不长，从敬畏直到熟悉，感觉也很投缘。希望以后一直有这个让我喜欢还有尊敬的朋友，但是友谊这种东西又很微妙。
最近明白了很多事，也更了解自己。
最近感触很深。
但是，现在我才知道，还有第三种爱情，这种爱情，每个人都知道，每个人都感动，每个人都守口如瓶，每个人都讳莫如深。它是一条暗涌的河流，奔腾不止，泥 沙俱下。如果你不幸遇到，还是躲远些好，实在躲不过，被挟裹着，被卷带着，在刻骨的甜蜜和痛苦中沉沦，那我也只能祝你修成正果，虽然我知道这很难很难，因 为，我没有做到。
-------- 《第三种爱情》
读这样的故事，就像自己在恋爱一样，从热恋到失恋，从甜蜜到伤痛，深陷其中，不能自拔，这样的故事，很现实，很残酷，很伤眼泪。
何时，会有一个男人每天早上开半小时的车，然后9点坐在我的办公室下的Starbucks里，只是为了看着我上班呢？何时，会有一个男人对我说，"你记住，除非世界末日，不然，我的手机号码永远都不会变。"？
这样子的爱情，失去了谁不会心痛？谁又会回过神，重新去爱？
才刚开始 却感觉有点醉
是 周围的一切让人醉
爵士 黑色 还有暧昧
酒味 烟味 还有香水味
Do you know where we are hiding?
凌晨两点
最后一批客人散去
Bass手喝着鸡尾酒
钢琴手细长的手指还在跳舞
The night just begins
石库门台阶下
计程车排着队
下个目的地是哪？
天莫名下雨
为什么每一次离开 心都是空的
Don't have to question everything you feel
It's in your heart in your mind and in your soul
Whatever thing you want
Whatever you need
Look inside and you'll see
也许关于结点
结束的结
Would you hold me one more time
Why couldn’t you just cry
Let me know what you have been thinking all the while
How could you understand what I am singing
It’s just rhythm in my mind
Changes
In a moment things can change
Dreaming of you at night
I feel that you are so far
How could you know so well
The things hidden in my mind
A moment just riddled by my song
Changes
In a moment things can change
