My happy mood was destroyed yesterday by someone who is.. hmmm... bekloppt (something wrong in head)!

What's more, after I looked through the visitor details to my website, I want to say: If you are not interested what i am writing here, If you just want to know if I'm the person who sent something BAD to you... I did not and you are not welcome here!!

Actually that's a very funny thing. At least I think so after I spent the whole nice day with my loving bf today.

In Chinese, we say" 世上没有不透风的墙". It means, if you do something wrong, don't expect that no one would know it. So don't be surprised if one day you get one anonymous letter or call or even a BOMB. If you get that, don't jump around and tell everyone or suspect anyone. If you are not a lovable person, all the people whom you would ask about that issue, would just laugh about you and the whole story. (Like WE do right now!) As a matter of fact, someone who did all wrong should keep silent. Jumping around does no good, just brings more laughter!

So keep it as a tip.

我在逃，这我比谁都清楚。每次面对，我都在苦笑。我不懂，为什么就没有自由？我只想要一个人，不要和任何人说话，没有电话，没有电脑，周围没有人，不大的屋子窗帘一直拉着。谁都不要介入我的生活。这样的念头一直出现。终于忍不住要逃。问题是，逃去哪？能逃多远？

"Zwei Bachelor brauchst du gar nicht, Doofie."
jooo, ich hoere einfach darauf, was die Leute hier sagen. aber fuer solche Umstellung von Diplom/Magister zu Bachelor/Master wissen sie auch nicht so genau was sache ist. ich gucke einfach, was in chinesischen Foren steht, z.B Daf ist schwer, Toefl ist schwer und man kann keinen job in Deutschland kriegen als ein Auslaender, blabla..
"kopf hoch, stolz sein und nicht hoeren was die doofe leute meinen."
Jaaa.. sowas hat er immer Recht. Aber nur Sowas.. haha
Master in Ecue an der Uni Bochum scheint mir interessant zu sein. Fuer TDN 4 (Als ein Germanistik moechte ich TDN 5 bekommen) und Toefl 80 brauche ich auf jeden Fall zu kaempfen. sonst muss ich in der selben Zeit noch Bacholerarbeit und Abschlusspruefung machen... und als Chinesen ein Aps Zertifikat und Visuum. Das ist so anstrengend, aber alles werde ich schaffen.

Paul was changing his server last time, which made my entry lost!! 555. why me????

Studying, working, preparing for the DAF test (Deutsch als Fremdsprache) in Juli and reading some boring academic books are my daily life. For the test i have to do best, why in Deutschland there are sooo many Zulassungbeschraenkungen???

And we are doing stock by the help of my father now. It seems that every people we know are doing it. So we decided to put a little bit money into the stock market. Anyway, people should be careful, though the market seems to be quiet good recently, it's not stable. we'll see~~ i wait with the hope for money~~

yesterday i wore T shirt outside, so muggy. but today i even have to wear jumper, so cold and wet. the weather is changeable here and someone is moody recently. i guess no one would like to enjoy both of them.

since the muggy weather i decided to go shopping, but after trying on so many New Arrivals i felt frustrated. no matter which sizes, from S to L, seemed to be tight for me in some way. 5555. i am not fat, just the designs are shit!! I’ll just wait till H&M opening up. hahahoho… the design there should be suitable for me and with my first salary from internship, oh yeah~~~~

ps, i should turn to read the book from Fromm again. ” did you really read it or remember it?” someone asked me last time… i feel bad…:-(