Well, i began with my internship in a small German company today. It's not full time, just requires 8 hours per week. Work is not complicated, just translating, emailing, calling, printing... small company, but warm. And the boss was studying in Germany. After work we talked, and it made my decision more firm.

18:00, i missed one at 17:50, because i could not get in. Shanghai, as always.

"so what decision did you make?"... hmmm, that's the hardest and biggest decision i have ever made. Nach den reiflichen Überlegungen... I decided to apply for the uni in Germany next year. All the preparation will take one year time, now it's the right time! I hesitated for about half year, now i can really say that I DECIDED, decided for myself not for anyone else.

ps, read this Shanghainese Girl Marrying Foreigners, i like that guy's opinion.