I was chatting with a sad woman today. She said this new year meant continuity of nightmares to her. Her sadness made me down and let me start to wonder, if we should believe the closest person beside us, if we should love someone heart and soul...

Sorry for having a sad beginning in the first new year blog. Don't feel like having a new year resolution like many other people do. In the end, how many people can keep it?? What we should do is to think of the past, and keep moving on.

Don't know how i passed 2006... tears, happiness, sadness, wild with joy, heartbreaking, etc... 1.Jan 2006 7 o'clock in the morning... got his sms from far away, millions of kilometers, 7 hours time zone... he was drunk i guess... he said no separation and i believed. And he did keep it, at least till now. But we could not owe everything to his wish at that time. We should just thank ourselves.

1. Jan 2007 0'clock, we made a wish again. I exactly knew that wish was just resolutions. No one could really keep it. God can not help you to keep it, either. We decide our lives. We keep our principles. Resolutions are just written in paper, making wishes is just in vain. We need action, we shall understand the value of life, we shall know what we need...