at 10 o'clock today all the exams were behind me!! cheers!!! the last one i took was the most difficult one: Wirtschaftsdeutsch.. come on.. we are not students who study marketing!! the paper seems to be very professional. well, let it be.

holidays are beginning!! hoho~~ but actually in the next 2 weeks i would also be quite busy... busy of what??? busy of buying things!! sounds quite excited for girls, uh? haha, actually this is not the most exciting part.. the most exciting is to sell things online!! i hope we can make much money from that [ money girl~~ :cool:], of course, and much fun!!! besides online shop i wish i could open a nice coffee shop before i were 30. that would be really cool!!!

你问他，为什么在那种情况下你没有离开我？他说，我想知道你每天在做什么，所以我没有走。这个理由比我爱你要充分。

你看着一本书，随意问他：你希望我们之间谁先死。他想也没想说，当然是我。为什么。因为我比较老。过了5秒钟，他又说，不，还是你先死。为什么。我可以知道你是怎么走的，走的时候是不是痛苦，如果我先走了，我还要担心你以后过得好不好。

女人有时候就喜欢问无聊的问题，问过去的没有发生的，问将来未知的。作为男人，不要不耐烦，不要说：将来的事我怎么知道。不要说：过去就让它过去。女人只要答案。

last week some day i was sweating in Generalkonsulat, because the woman in Schalter 4 asked too many questions. some personal questions were really not possible to answer without considering. so i was keeping " uh~~, uh~~". hehe.

after that it was still quite early, about 9:30am. i decided to go shopping for pk and went back to have lunch with him. when i was sitting in McD having my breakfast, i saw Z. hehe, did not see him for 8 years...but we did not talk. then i went along the Huaihai Rd, i saw one old grandma neighbour. oh, no, 2!! so we began small talks. i did not feel like being asked how i am doing, what did i do, what will i do later.
when i went to meet pk, i suddenly realized everytime when i am in the vicinity of Huaihai Rd, near Parkson Plaza, i can meet some one. with pk i met my consine, my german teacher, my friend, my middle school teacher. i alone met my middle school teacher, my another cousine's wife, my schoolfriend, 2 neighbours... hehe... is Huaihai Rd my zone??

I was chatting with a sad woman today. She said this new year meant continuity of nightmares to her. Her sadness made me down and let me start to wonder, if we should believe the closest person beside us, if we should love someone heart and soul...

Sorry for having a sad beginning in the first new year blog. Don't feel like having a new year resolution like many other people do. In the end, how many people can keep it?? What we should do is to think of the past, and keep moving on.

Don't know how i passed 2006... tears, happiness, sadness, wild with joy, heartbreaking, etc... 1.Jan 2006 7 o'clock in the morning... got his sms from far away, millions of kilometers, 7 hours time zone... he was drunk i guess... he said no separation and i believed. And he did keep it, at least till now. But we could not owe everything to his wish at that time. We should just thank ourselves.

1. Jan 2007 0'clock, we made a wish again. I exactly knew that wish was just resolutions. No one could really keep it. God can not help you to keep it, either. We decide our lives. We keep our principles. Resolutions are just written in paper, making wishes is just in vain. We need action, we shall understand the value of life, we shall know what we need...