not in mood in writing recently. the point is, don't know what i am thinking about.
2 weeks before was watching F1 in shanghai. nice place, nice racing. schumi jumped onto the grand prix stage, like always. at that time, we were not far away from him. and the champagne thing made me even for sure that this year the world would belong to schumi again. that seemed to be a desnity. but one week later, things changed suddenly, unexpectedly. the accident which never ever happened in 6 year occured, which means he lost his chance this year, undoubtly.

why not having a perfect ending? that's life?

i guess i am a perfectionist... i don't know. maybe at least p thinks so, i guess.

i know: ppl should calm down and be tempered when facing something which just goes in the way against what they expected. or ignore something which already happened. ignore the things which appeared to be unperfect. just not take something stupid to heart.

but in some way it is hard to me. it seems that i would be upset by things which happened at the very begining. and i would find myself excuses.. like, all women are like that. so it's ok.. hehe... right? don't quite know. having this semester one course which is named " the psychology of women" (??) hope to improve something????!!

but...hmm... who else should or have to take this course in order to know more about women?? hihi... :-p